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Name: Christine
Country: Canada
State: British Columbia
Metro: Vancouver
Birthday: 8/21/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: i like to do EVERYTHING! hanging out with my wanna be gangstas and bringing them down as a DORK lol i also like to meet new people... i would most likely be the person on the public transit to ask "how are you?" and actually care and think about wut u said...ask wut my interests are...its better than u just reading em'..we are more similar then u think... sad in a way but true ...wait i got a good one ... I'M INTERESTED IN YOU!!!! lol
Expertise: wut does EXPERTISE mean? errr expert?... im no expert at nothing...im an expert at sleeping in, getting away from trouble hahaha, piano, drum, music homework ef yes im an expert at doing homework WOAH!!! oh yes im also an expert at being a chinese blonde hahaha
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/4/2004
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ive been doing alot of reading thinking and wondering lately
when does a person truly tell themselves and believe it and follow through when they say they want to change?
... for the better ... not ignorantly on the outside but within?
im totally in a quarter life crisis ... the opportunities and the life i have given to me i cherish and am very thankful for
i believe it is time to start giving back ... not because i feel sorry for those who are less fortunate than i am but i would hope to find meaning in my own life through helping others and conversing with them with an open heart and open mind
doing missionary work in third world countries flickered in my mind it seems like a daunting task but if i think that way than nothing will ever be done ... there are so many opportunies in my life, our lives to do such great things
seriously and not shitting around anymore ... next semester i really want to and believe in myself that i can dedicate myself into volunteering whether it be a homeless shelter, halfway house, soup kitchen anything
i am lucky enough to have the education i do and people who havent even graduated from highschool are doing greater better things than i am ... respect... and idolized
not being selfish and ignorant but can you imagine ... your own funeral where no one has anything good to say about you? or the achievements and help that you have given to those around you? those you have affected? | | |
| i had this interesting conversation with a graduating kindergarten girl the other day and thought i should share
i asked her what is the difference between a kid and an adult ... she said because they are older ... i asked her am i an adult or a kid ... she said i am a "big kid" ... i was like but i drive i work just like your mom and my mom what makes me a big kid and not an adult? ... she got confused and said ... just because ... so heres the thing ... i know i look young and stuff and act immature ... but what if i invited other 21 year old friends of mine over and had the same chat with her ... would my friends be adults or "big kids" ... made me wonder ... does age have to do with anything? and when will i be considered an adult over age or legality? ... or can i assume i wont ever be an adult ... | | |
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im such a loser
not in the area of life
or in general
but as a human being
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| choo choo choo choo goes the study train
and im just screamin one more to go
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| k had work for 5 hrs came home took a 1.45 hour till 745 nap teach piano then HAPPY JESSICA dinner then now which is 645am ...
does that mean ive bean awake for 11 hours? or does it mean more? did that 2 hour nap substitute a night's worth of sleep?
im way too worried and stressed out to take a sleep or nap ...
plan A was to do assignment and hand it in cus it IS due today ... at 6am txt partner ... no way in hell can we do it so no go to school for 830 in attempting to do it ... late it is 5% a day it is ... ive never handed in anything late ever in my life before ... ughhh this dreadful feeling is hanging over me like a bad case of karma ... cant sleep
plan B go to sleep at 630 wake up at 930 to go to school ... cant still too worried about reg at 1130 ...
plan C dont sleep and have flap jacks avec alex ... plan C all along it was
when youre on the verge of breaking down, on the verge of self resentment, on the verge of running out of fumes rather than running on them ... things just seem slower nothing really matters ... maybe i will take that 1.5 hour nap after all and see what ill dream of ... perhaps a flower running on sand in the sky breathing water choking on air? hahaha ... k that is totally sleep deprivation talking ... enough ranting off to bed ...
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